I just got a motion from the Guardian Ad Litem. She has filed a notice of non compliance with the court. Not sure why, the court has awarded her everything she has asked, and my ex everything she has asked.

The best motion was when she motioned the court to modify my visitation. Now I can only visit my son, at my expense, under supervision of a psychologist. The reason, because my son overheard me yelling at a man on the phone.

This is the same GAL that has slandered me in court.

My mother has told me several times, 'Everyone gets their comeuppances' Is comeuppances like karma? I wish I could be there to see it.

When I file motions with the court, and then call my son, it is clear that someone has fed him information and instructed him to talk to me about the motions. Is this an attempt to harass me? It would seem.

For example, a day or two I had file a motion asking for Tammy Adams' psychological records I called my son. In the motion I mentioned that Tammy Adams' had prepared a meal of chicken alfredo that had a powerful metallic taste.

What was my son having for dinner? Chicken alfredo.

Was it obvious that he went out of the way to tell me he was chicken alfredo for dinner? Yes.

Am I crazy? Sometimes I think so.

In the same motion I mentioned that Tammy Adams' fed the left overs to my son's dog, Patton.

What craft project was Logan working on, the exact day I happened to call?

An clay model of . . . Patton.

Am I crazy, maybe. Anyone of these things, by themselves, would be insignificant.

But, I'm talking about a woman, Tammy Adams, who wanted me to have group sex with she and her cousin. Tammy Adams admitted to me that she had been searching for love for several years prior to meeting me. She admitted that she had met, and had sex with, 2 or 3 men per week during those years.

Now if someone enjoys getting laid, God bless them. But if you think that you're going to find love by having sex with 2 or 3 strangers per week for several years. Man, there is some serious, heavy duty, lay-down-on-the-couch need for therapy there.

Interestingly I have filed two motions with the court, and made several requests to Attorney David Wing, to get Tammy Adams' psychological records. She has failed to provide me with the records, and the court has refused to hear my motions.

Makes you wonder.

Guardian Ad Litem is working her tail off, apparently, to do what she can to ensure that this woman keeps my son. It boggles my mind.

I remember thinking that any man that lost his cool and shot his ex-wife, and the police that helped her, was a piece of garbage. I mean it's just a divorce, right?

Now I understand why fathers do things like that. I've said this once before; Every single person (police, judges, marital masters, guardian ad litems, clerks, deputies, etc), aside from the children of course, that is harmed as a result of a father (that is treated like this); GETS WHAT THEY DESERVE.

I know it sounds horrible, but if you had lived my life you would understand.

The last five jobs I've had I've been harassed. Co-workers, supervisors and managers have said that I am a pedophile, a rapist, a murderer, that I used to beat Tammy, that I'm a thief. All of this started when Tammy Adams and I broke up.

The upside is that I have a few claims with various Human Rights Commissions, so we'll see how that all pans out. I'm hoping for the best.